Last night my eyes was filled with tears, nanghubag jud among mata sa akong manghud na si Sharrah sa paghinilak. We were so worried of what our mother had told us. She said, " Andam kaayo ko, e claim na maimpyerno ko ."- we were so bothered with her statement that night. To the point that iot can't prevent me to think of something bad toward her.
Because after she scolded us for such a little thing, she told us that " Ayaw namo pagila og inahn ha, wala ankoy anak sugod karon, maga wala moy pulos, may pag wala koy anak... nag basol jud ko na nahimo tamong anak." we were push to flee to Canito-an, Scions(my anutie Ellen's place) and settle for a moment there with our grandmother Ignacia/ Ising.
While we were inside the taxi, I was thinking of possible things she could do at home,(mag las-las; mag bigti; o even stub herself to death) for she was all alone there and it brings me back of her clamor na gikapoy na daw siya. Very tragic and pessimistic right? As human as I was, you can't take that out of me.
I keep on begging God to grant us the grace. Na sana hindi mandilim ang kanyang paningin ng aking inay at baka mapasama pasiya. We (lola Ising, Sharrah and i) interceded for her, that may the Lord grant her peace, forgiveness, protection and true salvation for her, before we went to sleep. we cried and cried even though we lie already in our beds.
Then i woke up with a bad dream of...
There was a teacher of Xavier University who hired me for a work. She keeps on hiring me. When I was convinced, I worked with her as to analyze dead bodies regarding on their death reasons. Then we met a lot of dead spirits, who greeted both of us. Soon, she needs to leave the working area for she was promoted to some big salary offer of work The said teacher then recommended me to replace her in her work. A key then was given to me. That key opens the door where dead bodies are to be observed or investigate.
Later on, I find out that the teacher was also a ghost. A little while she passes through a lot of cabinets and walls that confirms me, that she is dead already. Later on a large number of spirits to were introduced to me. Theses are the spirits who were dead. They are convincing me to accept the offer of job replacement.But I told them that I need time to decide.I asked the teacher what are the things to be done in conducting the investigation/ work and I list them all.
Then the scenario turned into the room of dead bodies where it is to be investigated. The body has the marked of the beast- 666 on its back. I told myself, this is not of the Lord. Then I woke up, with my Lola who will open the door for my Auntie Ellen and cousin Errell, who rose early to attend the traditional Simbang Gabi of Catholic people.
I attempted to share it to my lola but I failed to , for she wasn't interested at all.Yet instead it was you and my siter sharrah takes time to listen or read to my dream.
Please pray for my family's full and genuine salvation. I am so burdened with what my mothered had uttered. She is willing to trade her soul to the enemy, because anger had darkened her heart. I'm sorry Lord Jesus Christ. Forgive me, forgive us for we have sinned and set the fire of anger towards our mother. Forgive our mother also for she doesn't know what she was talking about. May You grant me the grace of unlocking and be strong the real meaning of this dream i had last night.
May the Lord Jesus Christ covers us with His precious blood, seal us with His Holy Spirit and showered us with grace and blessing.
Let's be watchful always.
Make the unseen, seen through PRAYER.- qouted form Narnia The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
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